Monday, July 07, 2008
{ Monday, July 07, 2008 }
FRIENDSSometimes i wonder , does things really happen for a reason?
i miss those time`s i would spend time with my godsisters and godbrothers.
They were the most important things in my life , though many of them are still with me , i still miss the few who has left us.
Obviously i would never miss ashwin , he was the worst thing that could happen to me , the lies he told me , the way he would make me think good about him . Within 24 hours he could hurt me , and i couldn`t even see this coming . He always said , he was never like anyother guy , YEAH SUCKSHIT BITCH , you are the worse fucka on the farkeng block.
But still i can`t bring myself to hate him , i only dislike every liking him. The best things that are still with me today and i`m very happy they are here with me today are :
Hans
Khai
Idah
Azrie
Azie
Oli
Jagjeet
belvin
pal
nikku
jaggu
harmesh
paul
Ryan
gurshan
Taran.
Nikki
jeevan
jaskiran
priya
nicch
jaspreet
ruby
pamlea
simran
shannen
charmaine.
And many more , they mean my life to me. I`d do anything to see them happy. Though our many ups and downs we are always there for each other. These people are the true meanings of friends , they don`t just leave you dangling there like ashwin and gopal . I`m sorry for mentioning names , but i`m basically stating facts. You both just betrayed us and left us alone , which we are actually happy .
FAMILYi seriously don`t know what the hell is happening now adays , sometimes it`s my dad , sometimes my mom , Totally screwed up shit.
Mom , if whatever you are doing turns out true , i don`t know what to di , sighs.
I GIVE UP.
i just want my life LIKE BEFORE.
EVERYTHING WAS SO FARKING SMOOTH.
one of these days , i`m really gona die of stress and depression luh.
i`m off .
Goodbye.